Today, I celebrate the life of my sister, Thea Marie Anne Pazen.  Thea died almost two years ago and it is only fitting and just that I should remember her today and all the things that she taught me.

Will you pray with me, please?

Everpresent Energy,

Thou are the Lord of all creations. Thou were there to cause the beginning and you will be there after the end of this universe as we know it. Only thou are the maker of life, light, love, and Thea. Thou know Thea was a complex, generous, brilliant woman. Thou know that I do not exaggerate! Thou are amazing!

Lord of Life,

Mama, Thea and me, c. 1956Today I pray, remembering Thea. I ask that thee be with all who have loved her, who wish we were celebrating with her.  And maybe we are. I don’t understand what happens after we leave this life. Sometimes I think that we are so ecstatic to be with thee that none of the other souls would matter. Other times I think that my soul will be happy to see the souls of all who I’ve known who have gone before me. Right now I see thee and heaven “through a glass darkly” and every once in awhile, when I meditate, I think I can see thee a little bit more clearly; I get glimpses of thee. Amazing!

And I ask again, if it be thy will, that gainful employment of any kind will be granted to me. Carole and Basil had ideas. I have ideas. I have historically been a woman who needs W2 employment, but I’m not in charge of this life of mine. Thou are. It’s my task to take what you so abundantly grant to me and to make a prayer of it. I pray of thee that you will grant me discernment and make my way easy; make my paths level and straight and obvious, really obvious.

Great Generous Giver,

Thank thee.  Thank thee for Thea’s life. Thank thee for all who have loved her. Thank thee for happiness and sorrow, and the ability to appreciate one because of the other. I am so grateful, Lord. I love thee so much.

And I pray in Jesus’ mighty name,


To God be the Glory!


Love always,


Melissa Pazen, MSW


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